Sunday, November 26, 2023

why are you come unto this place? KRONOS

WHY ARE YOU COME UNTO THIS PLACE? (a fortnight hence)

 

Magistrates, they come and go, the world is full of them, but little despots fade too slow, amid realms too fraught with men…

 

Small ideas control the world, the heart’s forgotten song, no matter skies nor dreams that swirl, the things for which we long…

 

Order, structure, fall in line, at your peril deviate, we’re all consigned to fatal time, so sayeth magistrates…

 

Thus filled with all his tired air, chest hewn with medal’s gleam, too many more than he can bear, projects what e’er must seem…

 

Relevant, e’en at the last, as if history blinks an eye, in tedious order lives are cast, and then they pass us by…

 

Enters quiet as Sullen sleeps, such curious confluence, what counsel do such dreamers keep, and at what consequence?

 

And Sullen for his sleeping part, was far away in bliss, dreaming from his daring heart, of all the one’s he missed…

 

And lucid scenes adorned his mind, as if contemporaneous reels, our friendships and these lives entwined, from which Kronos e’er steals…

 

Precious moments, days, and years, live and love with all you’ve got, live beyond our slavish fears, that we might somehow slip the knot…

 

Of what awaits in time’s embrace, the silent haunted halls, for we can texture our own space, with a thousand heartfelt calls…

 

Unto being more than fools can bear, live far beyond their chains, awake at last to finally breathe the air, to find courage remains…

 

Inside.

 

“Did you wish to flee and hide, inside of your own dreams?” Magistrate asked at last.

 

Sullen stirred and quelled the hallowed scenes, in which his dreaming self was cast…

 

“I’ve no wish to hide from you or anyone, you’ve but interrupted time, it’s only idleness that kills someone, who has a friend to find…

 

Take some hours, days, or weeks, it’s all the same to me, we seekers find the ones we seek, as you will come to see…”

 

Magistrate clenched his fists so tight, for his hatred of those who dream, to live beyond imposed blight, and the state-imposed scheme…

 

Just then the clocktower sang, the dire passing of an hour, the rifles of a line of soldiers rang, an ode to stately power…

 

“You will find I’m here to learn, the secrets you would tell, regarding that for which such seekers yearn, beyond this cold and hollow cell…

 

No matter what you think you’ll find, no matter existential cost, you will feel this cold in kind, and lament the one’s you’ve lost…

 

What is it that brings you joy? Why are you come unto this place? We’ll diminish all your spirit, boy, wipe that smile from your hopeful face.”


A narrow fissure in the frame, a window one could say, not unlike the one through which he came, through sky on that mythic day…

 

Sullen sighed and closed his eyes, as guards pulled him roughly from his bed, “i am as free as endless cirrus skies” he muttered as they beat him at the head… 

 

Saturday, November 25, 2023

cirrus/at hangman's keep-KRONOS

CIRRUS

 

Cirrus sighs in midday skies, as hopes we free from earth, the steps one takes just after noon, so oft afford rebirth…

 

Resistance raised on an early morning muffle, but soon all limbs were set upon a shuffle, for Keeper had fled so silent far from them, from luminos and everywhere they’d ever been…

 

The band of friends once more afield, procession of our lives, fervent long for what hope yields, toward what our hearts e’er strive…

 

Toad hopped and skipped with gleeful joy, for what these efforts lend, the coping schemes one e’er employs, when distance never ends…

 

When all one seeks is here at hand, the ones with whom we walk, in file formation over land, with whom we care to talk…

 

‘Bout anything on heart that weighs, in static hours alone, the ones who bring us smiles that stay, who make us feel at home…

 

Ariadne trailed in Stranger’s wake, a thought twirling on tongue, the subtle steps one dares to take, when the love one feels is young…

 

“Of you and that which went before, I’d dearly love to know, of how you’ve lived ‘cross skyway’s door, and how you wish to grow…

 

Beyond the pallid tones of day, beheld ‘twixt iron bars, beyond the harm they do and say, that keep us from the stars…

 

It is eternally we, who choose our prison terms, that which yet interests me, are those who shift and then squirm…

 

Like jaded hosts, once more unto light, forget all the ghosts, as e’er crave delight…

 

And radiance in o’er passing skies, take some respite from dross, embrace those who stay by our side, who remain despite the cost…”

 

At which Stranger swerved right and left of the file, bereft of any means by which to reconcile, endless questions and doubt, concerning who he was and what he’s about…

 

“Within my heart and my own mind, our band represents new paradigm, onto which to inscribe, something rare and sublime…

 

Why then such questions, which no longer relate, to love’s mythic expression, amid this fleeting state?

 

The past is the past, and well it is gone, for time flies too fast, lives are quartered and drawn…

 

Into magical bits, but they ne’er fully fade, they adorn in rare fits, amid life’s grand parade…”

 

Just then Sullen offered lightly, and loud from the rear, like sun emerged brightly from cloud-covered drear, “Who cares for the why’s and the how’s of our grace? We celebrate love in our time and our space.”

 

Ariel raised agreement on a silver song, rendered clear the way ahead, for journeys are never so perilous, or long, as those we take within the head…

 

“We are indeed as ever we, as songs within the heart, the truth of all we come to be, the sum of all our parts…

 

As sprites e’er dancing ‘twixt ancient trees, the transcendent hours we know, the magic come of you and me, we’re reaping what we sow…”

 

Toad did three flips here, then three flips there, if he was flipping it was clear, that he was flipping everywhere!

 

Then Stranger and Ariadne danced too, snizziphant cubs held tight, it only matters what we do, in the face of earthen blight…

 

Way up ahead, horizon breathes the air, not red or orange, but pink instead, in hopes they’d soon be there…

 

With Keeper gone so far away, one wonders what he meant, by soiling the grace of day, a one so heaven sent…

 

And ruminations dark and deep, assailed our Sullen’s thoughts, for any journey undertook is rumination wrought…

 

The voices of the others fade, as pasts we keep within, inspired intent as e’er conveyed, as devils on the din…

 

“But no, not this,” he thought whilst scratching at his head, “there is another, better place from which I’m hatching this instead!

 

No certainty, as yet exists, regarding what’s to come, but everything we’ve done ‘til now has all been so much fun…

 

We shall not shrink in hours of need, from that which must be done, we shall as e’er rise up, indeed, as flowers unto sun…

 

And laughing ‘long the way we know, no matter what may pass, that this has been a time of hearts, and it has been a GAS!!!”

 

And so, they journeyed further still, Toad’s flatulence on queue, no matter what he tried or willed, there was nothing he could do…

 

With every single step he took, he tooted green/brown gas, like little sickening bulbs of stink, emitted from the ass…

 

A mountain glimpsed before they finally settled for the night, Ariadne would not let that Stranger from her sight, helpless to control dark thoughts how deep they tend to go, the demons of a loved one’s past, one should not deign to know…

 

For judgment is an easy thing, it measures us in time, permit rebirth at cirrus skies, then boldly make the climb…

 

AT HANGMAN’S KEEP

 

In restless circles sleepers dream, as stars traverse the sky, morphic hands grasp at what they mean, before they’ve passed us by…

 

Two points upon some astral plane, one oughtn’t say a static combination, adjoined yet not e’er the same, perceived hells and future destinations…

 

Vast leagues divide these points in space, the Keeper fore, friends flailing in his wake, in dream Sullen surmised the former’s place, and delved for knowing’s sake…

 

Phantom eyes amid the crags, foothills lean unto the peak, dreamed sighs as spirit sags, bereft of what he seeks…

 

At Hangman’s Keep, the Keeper sought, a scroll that speaks of time, eternal sleep, from dreaming wrought, as distant church bells chime…

 

Bulging knuckles, swollen hands, and joints that ever ache, wasted in the waning sands, he searched for pity’s sake…

 

Outside the cave, hewn black in moon, his ravens circled low, Kronos swears he’s coming soon, to cut the ties we know…

 

At last, the scroll heroically obtained, the Keeper forges flame, each word he reads pronounced the same, forever mired in games…

 

Illusory twin pendulums, sway back and forth, just so, the ones who feel, the ones who’re numb, mark time as e’er it goes…

 

Dangling at the hangman’s will, denied the gift of death, in pallid shades they’re dreaming still, bereft of living’s breath…

 

Like a madman searching in the night, Keeper felt for ancient words, ascertaining Brail’s delight, these lives are drawn in thirds…

 

A truth so solemn resonates, in distant, vacant tones, 

as wolves wailing at iron gates, we face the void alone…

 

Unless

 

At which our Keeper understood, that which he’d known before, perspective beams what could and should, bring us nobly to the door…

 

The fissures of the earth collude, to bring foundation down, adherents to this servitude, are e’er consigned to ground…

 

O’er dreamed fields, connected still, we feel for those we love, surmount the walls, impose our will, the lives we’re dreaming of…

 

Within that sphere of conjured flame, a certainty took root, the pillars of ideals we hold, time never can dilute…

 

With pragmatism, skepticism, or bilious rendered dross, to those who can’t see skyway’s door, it simply is your loss…

 

Whilst leagues away, from Hangman’s Keep, still hours from light of day, footmen beat him from his sleep, they set on Sullen’s way…

 

Two hands o’er mouth, in silence led him hence, no chance for crying out, hard blows diminished sense…

 

So, taken quiet from the fold, and seemingly betrayed, lament the loss of dreams we hold, and bear these waking days…

 

Some hours later Toad emerged, delirious with smiles, at seeing sun and moon converge, the dawn is come with style!

 

He scratched at skin and sleepy eyes, whilst wriggling his butt, so stellar to at last arise, amongst companions but…

 

E’en birds high singing, freeing morning’s song, could not subvert truth ringing, imparting something’s wrong…

Saturday, November 18, 2023

the mob at atropon/twin suns-KRONOS

THE MOB AT ATROPON (a fortnight hence)

 

There is glistening light as dawn emerges, o'er snowy fields when the mob converges, on a single fellow yet fast asleep, because some dreams are worth everything to keep...

 

Chorus conjecture and muted in space, would that once truth were told straight unto one's face, the journey is everything rare hearts undertake, but those lacking faith deem the reach a mistake...

 

So cold to feel truth out in the expanse, so cold the compulsion and ne'er take the chance, to be someone rare, despite the sickness about, to personify trust, whilst transcending all doubt...

 

Sweet Sullen had never adhered to the line, sick thoughts of dross and all that which maligns, so he knew from his modest, ill-defined start, that he would be scorned for living a life based on heart...

 

Blazoned on fast closed eyes, the dream, the truth, and the vast cirrus skies, promises are each new day, they are the purpose and the way, we clamber forth unto this life, despite the dross and endless strife...

 

What reason might he have felt just then, to depart the dream state in which he had been? Why rush once more unto the vacant trite, the antithesis of dreaming's delight?

 

Sullen neither flinched nor stirred, until the space before his eyes then whirred, for fingers waving back and forth, as prying hands at dreaming doors...

 

As if in a haze then dragged and led, beaten at limbs and 'round the head, they took that dreamy Sullen one, back whence with spite they all had come...

 

And shackle-bound, thrown o'er back of beast, the leads soft led by the silent least, a mob is naught but fervour forced, to alter peaceful living's course...

 

Sullen shifted there and felt such pain, the broken bones and gaping veins, not yet, he thought despite the winds, not yet succumb to mad throng's din...

 

In sky blue eyes the story flutters, succession and the mythos uttered, the things we do for love and friends, defying allthe hollow trends, somehow it seems beyond skyway's door, Sullen has found what he was looking for...

 

The truth that haunts all mortal days, compels our friends to leave, not stay, to seek it out deep in its heart, to somehow tear that truth apart...

 

Procession moves through central squares, tangential killers here and there, four points at least from which to see, what went before and what will be...

 

But stealthily fastened to a shade, permitting neither shift nor sway, Keeper too beheld the morbid column, and in his heart became so solemn...

 

The very point of having fled the fold, forsaking all he'd ever wish to hold, was to prevent the truth that comes undone, as the thread that was by Atropos spun...

 

Unto the heart, unto the seat, he'd hastened but per chance to greet, destiny before it found them all, and hoarded them to pale and deathly halls...

 

Keeper's ravens circled so high over head, they showed him a glimpse of transcendence instead, solutions are waiting for those who stand firm, against circumstance they boldly come to terms...

 

Submission is there for the faded and weak, the ravens see all in the heart that we seek, thus Keeper lamented that Sullen boy's plight, whilst considering a plan for a way to take flight!

 

From shade unto sun is the counter to blight, no more hiding from fate he would burst into light, but for niggling pretension of far grander plans, he froze for a spell, that most curious man!

 

He knew time was short, that his friend needed help, he flexed and he bent and he bellowed a loud yelp!

 

He wriggled his toes and stretched his leg a bit, and quite absently secreted a lean coil of shit...

 

Emerging from darkness, swerving unto the light, hidden neatly 'neath robes and so far out of sight, his eyes rolled way back far into head, that coil of shit foretold great things ahead...

 

Softly and warmly dripped down along leg, unto foot and unto that which anyone begs, just there a way out, or way in it would seem, unto cistern and sewage trails forth he shall stream...

 

The mob took turns beating Sullen about the head and heart, if they could, they would tear his soul so far apart, cacophonous cries extolling all human acts, but they didn't know why, no one there had the facts...

 

As to why it was amid the din and refrain, that it was unto Atropon that bold Sullen boy came, he'd gone after his friend to dissuade him from ends, only now to surmise what this brutal life sends...

 

TWIN SUNS (in story’s present tense)

 

Twin suns emerged at next days’ dawn, two orbs ‘twixt which a line is drawn, Sullen belched, pinched out a fart, and stretched his limbs, then gauged the space dividing suns from him…

 

Soon Toad emerged from blanket folds, and wailed complaint at morning’s cold, the others soon came crawling out, from here and there and all about…

 

At scratchy eyes and sandy tongues, daily routine at ladder’s wrung, then peered through panes affording sky, define this day how to defy…

 

The waning hours that mark these lives, no matter altitudes to which we strive, becoming more for want of less, as injuries hurt, they also bless…

 

So Sullen sighed and then exclaimed, “We shall not let things stay the same!” He rose and slid and sprung, and whilst eyeing those twin suns he sung!

 

“The center point between these orbs, that is where we’ll find the door, to which our friend has surely gone, I see it clearly as the dawn!”

 

Stranger asked as if still lost in dream, “Are you sure we’ll ever find the seam, ‘twixt darkness and rare beaming, what is real and what’s e’er seeming?”

 

Ariel took his hand and helped him stand, “We are all pilgrims from a foreign land, exiled at birth from paradise, and now beholden to temporal device, nothing we wish fervently, is ever far from you or me, so let us not a moment waste, our friend’s alone, we must make haste!”

 

As the ladies prepared and deftly shuffled, the men muttered in tones e’er manly muffled, “So, we’re going there?” Toad asked, pointing to a random place on air…

 

“This is the best that we can do,” Sullen said. “I awoke this morn as blue as you, for having let our friend depart, from fairest corridors of heart, but if time wanes and Keeper knows this too, we must encounter him at someplace true…”

 

“And that’s… there?” asked Toad somewhat fretfully.

 

“Yes,” replied that Sullen one all too regretfully.

 

“I know that you are too long separated, from those you love, who’ve so long waited, patiently as reeds in streams, for the one who truly means… so much unto their lives. Time slips and is regained when rare altitudes of love are at last attained. This fellowship is but a bridge I say to you, and what is left is ours to do… traverse or not, it’s up to us, to live with hope, to build our trust, only in this way shall we find him… I assure you, only thus.”

 

Toad scratched at his little chin, within his head a little din, a celebration formed in thought, of life with family textured… fraught…

 

“It’s true that I am too long amiss, too long since I’ve offered tender kiss, to wife and kids long waiting cold, it’s thoughts of them to which I hold, as I fight with friends to render grace, across this tired mortal space…

 

I shall indeed away once more, with friends unto the skyway’s door, that we might have some say in fate, and shine a light that permeates…”

 

Tuesday, November 14, 2023

in sequence promise rendered

i drank the endless sky
at unions come of storm
deep within your eyes
in tempests we are born
and cast unto such vast landscapes
as lovers starved for grace
discovering all the foreign shapes
like smiles upon the face
your elegance so humbly hewn
o'er all that you bestow
your smile an other worldly tune
that leaves my soul aglow
i promised at the advent dear
that you would know my heart
amid some nights so fraught with fear
my spirit torn apart
one thing to say, one thing to do
but i would have it all
becoming one of me and you
beyond these abstract walls
as elements unto our own
we take the sky anew
from words to acts the seeds are sown
to render grace so true
across the pallid paradigm
sequentially become
of heart unto resounding chimes
like flowers unto sun
sing for all the time we've lost
e'er asking what will be
i'll bleed whatever mortal cost
to unlock the you and me 
incremental render rare
the promise once pronounced
without you there's just despair
and hope again renounced

the way

thought i heard your heart again feels like something's there in deserts lovers must sustain like promise on the air  streaming on the e...